May God forgive me
For I have sinned
Though I tried to run and to omit
Nor my love neither I were capable of it
Oh Lord please forgive me
Purify and wash away all my sins
The temptation of the flesh was made
And my hunger can no longer hesitate
I surrender to thy mighty power
And leave my soul for thee to clean
There will be no place to be coward
Hopefully thy kindness will guard me
Again however must I upset thee
God, you know it all
Know how create life
How the triumphant falls
And the miserable can thrive
Thee should have known my flaws
So perhaps…
God made me right
I apologize for my arrogance
The plans of the mighty one
Are possible to escape by none…
They are not for us to comprehend…
To vanish I promise to have no intent
Suddenly I must kneel
Feeling the overwhelming desire
To prey over and over to my messiah
Looking for a shelter, looking for heal
Looking for other to share a meal
For thee, my Lord, is immortal
Unexplainable, inescapable
And perhaps… Immoral
thus ways justifies the sufferable
I, nevertheless, neglect the pain
Even my Love for thee is undeniable
Will it satisfy your disdain?
And what honor can someone get
In a place made of terror and desgrace?
Help me God to understand that
The feeling of complete emptiness